First would to permission to create this topic from all you guys.
I would like to past and share somethings to you guys and also the my most important precious part of my life which I'm not able to say it myself to her anymore, My Mom
My beloved Mom
If you hear my word I want to say that for the nearly past year since the fifth September last year I lost the most precious part of life, part of no return no second chance. From that day until now there's not even a single day I haven't thought of you. If their any chance to see to talk to share our times agian I'll take it even how risk it'll cause, for one minute or a second even just a single word. If you feel my words there's nothing worst than you had past away. My words also as promised to take best care of Dad, Brothers, all members of family those words won't be forget and will now and always kept as precious as my life.
More than half destination had past already since the day I departed. At first my dicision was to give it all up after the day you're gone, I went through with a very hard time over and over agian, when I'm most through my final dicision was to continue what we had started together the day we went to sent the regrister form until I past as an AFSer, to graduate this journey year in Argentina together with will all fabulous friends AFSer ARG I have.
I know you're always beside together with me and also I'm. Promise will make you great of me Mom.
Not any single word to discribe al feelings of mine, just want you to know that " I'm best proud to be your son, you're the Mom and best part of life of mine. Want you to know even where ever you're now, even I'm not able to say it myself " LOVE and MISS YOU SO MUCH MOM, ALWAYS
To all my friends that read my words I want to past to all of you as friends of mine.
" Do it your best when you're able to. Give it all you've got the the ones you loves Family, Friends and all you've known.
" Past the word LOVE to your most loved person, your Mom *
Those words of mine above are from my true feeling, I would like to past it to my Mom myself but I'm not able also not a second chance anymore. I realized it as " You'll know truly precios deeply understand when it has already past you by and won't return "
So hope that it'll at least change somethings to ones of you who read this and understand and will does things before clocks run out.
Love you Mom, Phachara Boonlertvanit.
The one anniversary year.
Mizz you unpredictable whole lot Mommy since the day you past away, today is 1 Year anniversary from that day. Just wanna tell you that now & always best proud to be your son. Love you more than anythings ever in my life Mommy.
5 Sep 2008 - 5 Sep 2009
Phachara Boonlertvanit.
